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18 May 2003 @ 12:24 am
another day...  
...another twelve hours watching QAF. I feel lost in another world, and am not very coherent for this one.

I scribbled on my hand the 11:35 air date for tonight's final showing of episode 3.9 (Brian: "He's the guy I fuck more than once." -- Justin: "Unlike you." -- high-pitched squeeing sounds), and still got so caught up watching season two that I lost track of time and missed the first twenty minutes or so. New ep tomorrow night. I want to start watching even though I've missed some early season three eps.

So...um. I need eps 3.1-3.9 and will pay for the cost of taping, etc. Does anyone feel generous? Ironically I *have* Showtime--have had it for a few years now--which makes this plea all the more lame.

Everything I feel and think about this show is still locked up tight. The effort to put my feelings into words is far more than I want to expend. The only thing that keeps rising to the surface is my amazement that such misogynistic assholes can capture my heart and make me feel such anguished joy on their fictional behalves. I have a whole mental essay about that I'll probably never post, but it's astonishing.

...and I am feeling sleeeeeeepy.
Destina: love crimesdestina on May 18th, 2003 01:26 am (UTC)
So...um. I need eps 3.1-3.9 and will pay for the cost of taping, etc. Does anyone feel generous?

You're adorable. I hope you know that. :-D If you don't get any other takers, I will be glad to do this for you, tho I don't think I can get them mailed before the end of the week. Email me if I become your only hope. *g*
Estepheiaestepheia on May 18th, 2003 02:41 am (UTC)
Does this mean Spike is no longer in your head, asking you to write stories about him? Just wondering...
Herself_nycherself_nyc on May 18th, 2003 09:55 am (UTC)
Do you have Showtime on Demand? You might, if you have digital cable?
Esseneessene on May 18th, 2003 01:38 pm (UTC)
I am awash with envy that you even HAVE showtime! I finished ep 20 from season 2 last night and frantically logged onto a summary site to see what's happened so far in Season 3.

Isn't it sort of frightening how it sort of takes over your thoughts?

Must go find a QAF LJ icon.
KLDkenyacandoit on May 18th, 2003 01:49 pm (UTC)
*That's* the ep. I was talking about earlier this week!! Arrgg!! I wanna love that scene because it's sooooo hot! But I wanna hate it because I want Brian to be monogamous!! The whore! Sexy, snarky, 24/7 erection whore!

Not that there's anything wrong with that.....