I can't get these lines I'm writing to justify the way I want them too, which is obsessive and mental. And the rhythms and slant rhymes of my sentences are freaking me out, too. And all the words.
Also, I just read this really creepy rape story that I found mentioned on a badfic thread, and it was horrible beyond belief--I think I'm a bit traumatized--and yet I understand the psychological bent that helped create it better than I understand a lot of people's fucked heads.
I can't seem to answer any of my e-mail today or focus my brain on anything.
I feel very disconnected from everything.
I keep editing this to hide my thoughts.