Anna S. (eliade) wrote,
Anna S.
eliade

orgasm loop

A phrase that can have many meetings. I am so fucking useless today. Pathetically desperate for feedback, which I don't even deserve because I've barely scratched the surface of answering people's comments. Argh.

If all this writing is like having sex, and feedback is cookies, then the cycle is:

Have sex.
Get cookies!
Have sex.
Get cookies!

It's a little disturbing, if you think about it like that. As an reward-based learned-response scenario, I mean.

Did I mention me, with the being useless? Hmm. Perhaps I should go get a *real* cookie.

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    Just posting to wave hello, I'm alive, I'm maintaining. I haven't been online; mostly, I've been pacing out daily routines, or holding onto the rope…

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    The week to two-week placement I'm currently in has turned into a potentially long-term month-to-month opportunity, and I accepted the offer this…

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