I came into the office today to work on it, but nothing's perking. I sat for two hours the other day just trying to figure out the functional logic of the feature and nearly cried because sense, none. If I don't make progress immediately I'm dooming myself to...doom. Unfortunately I'm in a sluglike place of mind and will. I keep coming back to this place that I want to leave behind for good. Speaking of demoralizing.
I've been having little stabby thoughts about drinking more often this past week or two, but tomorrow is six months. So. Must conquer that.
I'm so tired right now.
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