It's probably only fair to warn you guys that I may be spammy today. Like a giant supermarket pyramid of Spam in a can. Because I need a lifeline. I feel on the edge of doing deeply something irreparable and not at all practical or sane, like quitting my job. Just walking out, right now, and saying SCREW THIS. I mean...I don't seriously see myself doing that. I'm just having some kind of subdued anxiety attack this morning and I don't know why. Free-floating anxiety. The "I want a different life" kind of mad anxiety.
Argh. I have nothing more to say than this. I will scare the world today.