Anna S. (eliade) wrote,
Anna S.
eliade

drastic, dire, desperate

It's probably only fair to warn you guys that I may be spammy today. Like a giant supermarket pyramid of Spam in a can. Because I need a lifeline. I feel on the edge of doing deeply something irreparable and not at all practical or sane, like quitting my job. Just walking out, right now, and saying SCREW THIS. I mean...I don't seriously see myself doing that. I'm just having some kind of subdued anxiety attack this morning and I don't know why. Free-floating anxiety. The "I want a different life" kind of mad anxiety.

Argh. I have nothing more to say than this. I will scare the world today.



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    The week to two-week placement I'm currently in has turned into a potentially long-term month-to-month opportunity, and I accepted the offer this…

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