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03 June 2005 @ 08:51 am
may the gods strike me down.  
Apparently praying for guidance to help me focus on work isn't necessarily effective. Twenty minutes later and all I've managed to do is eat some cold pizza, clear crap from my inbox, and click refresh on my LJ a thousand times. Talk to me? *is pathetic*

I saw my psychiatrist yesterday--not my therapist, but the guy who oversees my antidepressants, adjusts them as needed, etc. I told him I was feeling very ADD/ADHD. After we talked a bit, he offered to schedule some testing with a specialist and I said, sure, yeah, let's go for it. Why not.

I'm just here twiddling my thumbs with low-level anxiety. I'm just here to tell you every last little banal thing about my life. I'm seeing the dentist today. I have a red pen. The sky is grey here. Limping dogs make me sad.
Trepkos: Antstrepkos on June 3rd, 2005 04:20 pm (UTC)
Hi, good luck with the dentist.
I hate 'em.
Don't like strangers putting their fingers in my mouth, I want to bite 'em!
Anna S.: kandinskyeliade on June 3rd, 2005 04:40 pm (UTC)
Thank you. :)
Pamgoosegirl9 on June 3rd, 2005 04:20 pm (UTC)
I think the testing is a good thing, although actually you could just be longing for a long vacation where you go somewhere interesting with interesting people, with absolutely no requirement to be productive. (Except, of course, for writing.)

No, seriously, I think the testing is a good thing. Lots of adults have it (probably including moi). My son has it. It runs in families. Unfinished projects? Can't even count them. There is a great website full of useful information, www.additudemag.com. Let me know how it goes.
Anna S.eliade on June 3rd, 2005 04:40 pm (UTC)
Thanks. :) I'm sure I'll jabber on about the test results when I have them. I long for a pill that will solve all my problems.
Tuesday Has No Phonesthebratqueen on June 3rd, 2005 04:37 pm (UTC)
Good luck with the dentist. This a regular checkup or something more exciting?
Anna S.: sarkeliade on June 3rd, 2005 04:39 pm (UTC)
Just a cleaning. I'm actually feeling glad at the moment that it gets me out of the office. Especially since while I was in the bathroom the woman across from me apparently applied the most noxious perfume in the universe. Or else pumped some air-spray into my oxygen supply. I gag and die.
Tuesday Has No Phones: gay supremacy hourthebratqueen on June 3rd, 2005 04:42 pm (UTC)
Bleh. I'm at the point where I can't cope with arificial perfumes or air fresheners of any kind. They just smell, well, artificial.

If it's perfume you should tell her Kyan's rule: Spray, delay, then walk away.
rossywar: buster by zoetroperossywar on June 3rd, 2005 04:41 pm (UTC)
I like going to see my dentist, he's young and good-looking, so I don't mind his fingers in my mouth.
di0nne: Dude! Pussy wagon!di0nne on June 3rd, 2005 04:54 pm (UTC)
rossywar: aman and rohitrossywar on June 3rd, 2005 04:58 pm (UTC)
:) What? *innocent-like*
di0nnedi0nne on June 3rd, 2005 05:01 pm (UTC)
Ha! You don't fool me with your innocent look! :-p

Wish I had a dentist, never mind one that is young and handsome.
di0nnedi0nne on June 3rd, 2005 04:57 pm (UTC)
Mmm cold pizza.

If limping dogs make you sad, how about a puppy with one leg? Behold the power of Li'l Brudder.

*randomly hugs you*
Hildyhildyj on June 3rd, 2005 05:25 pm (UTC)
Red pens are super cool and it's very important to have the correct color of red. So, go, you. ::grins::
Neuroses on Paradesypher798 on June 3rd, 2005 07:22 pm (UTC)
What a difference some porn makes
I love that when you started talking about this pairing. I mentally checked out because I couldn't imagine what it'd be like. I had a whole other take on what the circumstances would *have* to be for them to get together. Like Syd would have to be dead or believed to be dead. It was all dark and painful in my imagination. I like that you wrote them in a light of hope. I really enjoyed and by really enjoyed I mean I have read it over and over and over in three days. I'm obsessed. When I'm not reading I'm thinking about it. It's like when you find a new fandom. I'm all infatuated. Unfortunately I can't find anymore fic on this pairing. I just think it's funny that I was so violated by the suggestion and now I'm starting to twitch from withdrawal. Typical syper, real typical.
Anna S.: jack-bristoweliade on June 3rd, 2005 08:15 pm (UTC)
Re: What a difference some porn makes
love that when you started talking about this pairing. I mentally checked out because I couldn't imagine what it'd be like. ... I just think it's funny that I was so violated by the suggestion and now I'm starting to twitch from withdrawal.

That's so cool! Thank you for telling me--that makes me very happy! :) I give you the Jack-Smiling icon of happiness.
Alizarin_NYC: Those Daysalizarin_nyc on June 3rd, 2005 08:38 pm (UTC)
I long for a pill that will solve all my problems.

I do too. And I haven't found it yet. If you find it will you share? Will you wear a beeper and show up on my corner when I need a fix? Because that would help a lot.
Herself_nycherself_nyc on June 3rd, 2005 08:39 pm (UTC)
It's never too late--Dadself just started ritalin at age 77 and is having amazing results.

I have nothing to tell you, except that I shopped. Again. I probably need an intervention.
raqsraqs on June 3rd, 2005 08:41 pm (UTC)
it took me mentioning antidepressants to my therapist to convince her that i really think i'm fucking depressed. (hello? crying all the time? can't ever sleep? helLO?) since i convinced her, i'm actually feeling better.

high maintenance R moi.
spankys on June 3rd, 2005 11:33 pm (UTC)
Just thought I'd tell you that in the new Entertainment Weekly, with Russell Crowe and Renee Z., is a whole article on Manos:The Hands of Fate. It's called "The Worst Movie Ever Made" and it's by my favorite writer for EW, Dalton Ross. Torgo!
Jane Bluestockingj_bluestocking on June 4th, 2005 01:10 am (UTC)
I need to e-mail you, and can't find your address. Hellllllp me.
Anna S.eliade on June 4th, 2005 01:13 am (UTC)
I am here! :) it's eliade -at- drizzle.com