I'm here. When I stopped for coffee I saw these three homeless guys in Pioneer Square. They were being rousted from their sleeping bags so that the maintenance crew could hose down the bricks. It was cold out. So I brought them some pastries and coffee. Because it was cold and because I thought maybe I'd feel a bit better about myself. I think it worked a little. And then when I thought about trying to make it through the day after doing really stupid things, I asked myself, "What would A_____ do?" And I know that she'd shoulder through bravely if she was feeling crappy, so I figured I'd emulate her and give that a try.
I hate that I'm competent up to a point and then I lose my shit. And become something of a cow. (Brit speak adds some distance to my failings, I think.)
Must write porn. May end up playing a lot of Text Twist instead.