If I could make the same amount of money as I do here, I think I'd almost rather...I don't know. Fold clothes and manage a women's changing room and vacuum floors.
Except not. Basically, though, I've come to realize that I don't love my job as much as I've always said. I wish I could find fulfillment and happiness here for 8 hours a day; it's hard to readjust to the idea that pleasure is something available to me pretty much only in my off-hours.
My goals at this moment:
I should mention that I'm probably not going to be writing fan-fiction for a while. I want to work on something original, something publishable; I'm putting Noir on indefinite hiatus, and I won't be planning to write any further of the Sidelines series. I understand if you're just here for the fan-fiction--feel free to defriend if you like. No sweat.
If anyone has any thoughts or experienced advice on how to make it through the work day--and days ahead--that'd be helpful. I mean, I'll no doubt get back into the