Anna S. (eliade) wrote,
Anna S.

bad dreams

A long dream about being trapped in an asylum with a serial killer woke me around five. Half my revulsion came from how dirty and decrepit the asylum was. As in so many other dreams, I felt compelled to try and tidy it, so I spent most of the dream simultaneously wrestling out of my killer's grip and sweeping the floors. Dreams suck.

Then I dreamed, just now, that the BtVS cast came to "Angel" and, apparently for lack of any other inspiration about what to do with them, ME started killing the characters off. I was watching late in the season and as I realized how it was all going to be this downward spiral of death--everyone succumbing to fate one by one--I got incredibly depressed. Oz was killed as I watched. He was half in werewolf form and this giant meat-hook swung into his lower back. He began screaming and dewolfed and for a minute no one came to help him; they were all busy fighting. Then Xander ran over and tried to get him down, but Oz's eyes were glazing over and he was bubbling out something, some bit of knowledge from Buffy that he wanted to pass on before he died. Later, after he was dead, everyone returned to their garage and looked for Willow (including Tara, who was alive, so I guess that balances things out a bit) but couldn't find her, as she was off grieving.

I wish I could take today off, but my manager has been out sick for two days, so that would be bad timing. Sudden mood swings indicate...situation normal. My icon signifies the serenity I don't have.

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