I am in a strange mood. I think this is the 30-odd-days-sober mood--I've been here a few times before--characterized by immobility, absence of thought, antisocial tendencies, and a desire to lie on my couch and watch every single one of my MST3K tapes for the tenth time. I am supposed to go to a fannish bash tomorrow but I don't know if I'm going to make it.
I resist connection with people. It takes all my effort just to distract myself with TV.