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15 January 2006 @ 11:09 pm
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Not a particularly good week, this past week. The low points were low, and so were the high points. I'm working my away around to being talkative again; maybe tomorrow.

After failing to hit the writing track the entire week, I slid in under the wire with a brief sprint. Shin splints! Shin splints! Ow! God, I amuse myself. Ha ha ha ha! *death*



Aggravation
intensification, increase in seriousness, worsening symptoms


Many things about Rodney irritated John. Rodney had a habit of gnawing on the ends of his fingernails and spitting out little chewed-off slivers that was fairly disgusting, even by average guy standards. And he did this anywhere. The only thing that kept John from one day losing it and shooting Rodney was that Teyla never paid it any mind, and then Ronon showed up and joined the team and carved his own nails with a ten-inch knife at the mess table, which redistributed John's irritation. Also he had to admit that Rodney only worried at his nails when distracted--in the normal course of things, he carried nail clippers in his pack, and his grooming was a more elaborate but tidy and socially acceptable display.

He chewed excessively when he ate certain foods--meats and stringy vegetables--and John suspected him of keeping mental tally, either by number of chews, or length of time. One day at lunch, driven by a need to know, he watched Rodney's jaw, counting each set of mechanical movements per bite. Twenty-five per piece of meat, every time.

"What?" Rodney said when he caught John's eye, speaking mid-chew with his current bite tucked into the right side of his cheek.

"Nothing."

Rodney didn't even exert the muscles of his face to express disbelief. "My cat wears that same look when it's plotting vengeance on my favorite sneakers."

"Your sneakers are safe." John toyed with his green beans and watched as Rodney neatly cut another piece of chicken and stabbed it into his mouth with perfect aim. He used his fork and knife in the British way, which meant he never had to put them down, and he always cut his meat as he went, which seemed unnatural to John.

"You chew your meat a lot," he heard himself say, violating the unspoken rule of never commenting on the peculiarities of friends.

Not that Rodney took offense. He violated unspoken rules left and right, and usually didn't seem to mind being violated himself. That characteristic went on the pro side of John's Rodney scorecard.

"Yes, you see, I'm planning to be remembered as the brilliant scientist who won his third Nobel at age eighty-five, and not the scientist with great promise who choked to death on reconstituted chicken." Rodney punctuated his statement with Chin Lift Number Five as he mentioned the Nobel.

(One night, bored, John had made a list of Rodney's chin lifts:
  1. My brain is mightier than your puny ability to comprehend.
  2. I dare you to say what I just goaded you to say.
  3. Shut up, I'm having a thought.
  4. I'm so smug at this moment that I'm about to levitate.
  5. I believe in myself completely, and with good reason.
  6. I believe in myself completely, except for this doubt I'm having.
  7. Lofty matters require my attention, and your puerile wit will not distract me.
  8. I'm not looking at Teyla's breasts, I'm not looking at Teyla's breasts.
  9. I just made a remark so tactless that even I'm aware of it, but I'll pretend I'm not.
  10. I must admit you're not a total moron.
  11. I'm nervous right now. Please don't hit me.
  12. This thug is provoking my fear response so I'm going to snap at him with terrified bravado until he shoots me and then John will have to shoot him and drag my bloody, inconvenient carcass to the gate because I'm a lunatic with a death wish.
  13. I've done a terrible thing. Please forgive me so that we can get back to mocking each other.)
"I know the Heimlich," John said.

"I know. I checked your first-aid certifications before I joined the team."

"Oh you did, did you?" John notched himself straighter in his chair by a few vertebrae. "You spend a lot of time hacking into classified service records?"

"Please. You think I'm going to entrust my life to someone without knowing their qualifications? What? You looked through mine."

"I'm entitled to, Rodney." Outrage flushed across John's skin, heating the back of his neck and the tips of his ears. He realized he'd made a fist around his fork, and smacked it down on his tray, telling himself it was just the *criminal* unauthorized access of his jacket and the invasion of privacy that pissed him off, and not any kind of hurt feelings about Rodney's initial distrust.

"And I'm entitled to protect myself," Rodney said with a pained frown, as if he didn't understand John's anger. But really, he just didn't want to. For a scientist, he dwelled an awful lot in willful ignorance, sweeping aside anything he preferred not to accept.

"Who else's files have you read?" John stared him down with grim steadiness until Rodney shifted in his chair, an admission of guilt and discomfort.

"Just the people in my department. And anyone assigned to our missions. I mean, some of these people are flying jumpers. Beckett, of course. Most of the nurses. Elizabeth. Um. Kate--Doctor Heightmeyer."

"So basically, everyone."

Guilt was even more apparent now. "Yes," Rodney admitted, not meeting John's eyes. He'd given up on his lunch and was just sitting, shoulders set in a dejected slump, hands doing uneasy twitching things on the table. "You know I'm one of the sysadmins. I have the requisite security clearance."

"With access to classified data granted on a need-to-know basis according to emergency protocols," John said, keeping his tone and gaze even. He managed to grind out the entire reply without pausing for breath. Sometimes it was risky to take a breath around Rodney. Give the man an opening, and you might never get another word in.

"I suppose if I say I needed to know--right, right, don't go there," Rodney said quickly as John's eyes narrowed.

"We apparently need to have a little talk about something called the honor system."

"I thought that's what we were doing now."

John gave him a dangerous look and leaned forward. "No, this talk will take place tomorrow morning on the south roadway during our ten-mile run. Or," he went on reasonably, "we can have it in Elizabeth's office."

"Oh, that's just--blatant blackmail!" Dismay and temper wavered in Rodney's face like an uncertain needle.

"We'll continue our talks on a daily basis for the next month."

Rodney set his mouth, obviously unhappy, and studied John as if trying to determine how serious he was. "Fine," he said at last, sighing a surrender with more grace than John had expected. "Such are the wages of sin."

Knowing this was Rodney's version of an apology, John let the matter rest at that, and picked up his fork to resume examination of his beans. "That's a very healthy attitude." He used a condescending tone, because he could, and enjoyed seeing Rodney twitch and bite back some remark that John would have shot down with a single look.

And then Rodney went off to irritate someone else with his nail-biting and chewing and security violations, leaving John immediately restless and bored. Rising to put his tray in the wash stack, he wondered if Rodney's own first-aid qualifications were up-to-date. It wouldn't hurt to check, maybe refresh his memory on Rodney's most recent CTT scores, start planning some drills--recon, laying ambushes, biohazard response, marksmanship, general fieldcraft.

He left the mess smiling.
 
 
 
superheroes failing at oatmeal: wheeeeeeeesome_stars on January 16th, 2006 07:15 am (UTC)
LIST OF CHIN LIFTS

i am paralyzed with chinny love
Navit: fucking up chik_navit on January 16th, 2006 07:19 am (UTC)
This bit just basically described a remarkable but frustrated relationship I had as a squad leader in Germany. Only your fic was better than my life and relationship, really.

Thanks for the memories (pphht) ;-p
inappropriately bibliophilicraucousraven on January 16th, 2006 07:33 am (UTC)
Chin Lift #4 made me hurt myself after I fell out of my rolly chair, laughing like a loon.

ow.
fish_23 on January 16th, 2006 07:36 am (UTC)
This totally works and is completely adorable in an original fic way because I still have no idea who any of these people are, so go your writing! The power of which had me chewing my nails during reading it, not even realising until I stared forelornly at the ruins left behind. Your fic was so capitavating it maimed me.

You get my lone non-buffyverse icon for the occassion.
Basingstoke: SGA - ignorant slutbasingstoke on January 16th, 2006 07:37 am (UTC)
YEE LOVE.



Of course he gives in. Who wouldn't want to be next to a scantily clad, sweaty John for ten miles?
Vera: rodney - not stupidcopracat on January 16th, 2006 07:41 am (UTC)
I'm so tough I didn't laugh out loud until chin lift #4. That was just fun.
Jane Bluestockingj_bluestocking on January 16th, 2006 08:01 am (UTC)
Your icon! It brings it all back! And suddenly I see the parallels...
sparkledark: omg by fan_thissparkledark on January 16th, 2006 07:46 am (UTC)
One day at lunch, driven by a need to know, he watched Rodney's jaw, counting each set of mechanical movements per bite. Twenty-five per piece of meat, every time.

I don't know which is better- Rodney's obsessive compulsive behavior, or John's obsessive compulsive cataloguing of Rodney's obsessive compulsive behavior. This is great!

The chin lift list!!! *Dies*
Jane Bluestockingj_bluestocking on January 16th, 2006 07:59 am (UTC)
I stopped for a tea break in the middle of work, and found myself reading the chin list twice. The second time I was mentally putting inflections and flourishes in -- because really, they should be read aloud.
all right, so you're nonchalant: that's doctor mcsmartypants to yourunpunkrun on January 16th, 2006 08:38 am (UTC)
OMG. You've written a delightful little bit of John and Rodney here, but all I can focus on is the LIST OF CHIN LIFTS. Each one is a thing of beauty!
Sorry we said fuck so much: C&H20thcenturyvole on January 16th, 2006 08:41 am (UTC)
aldskjf;asldsdfj;slkad I am incoherent with adoration. Aw, John's obsessive unrequited love! Listing! Counting! Blackmailing!

You could totally take this all the way, with the jogging and the training and the continued lists (of love). And, yes, 4. was the first to make me giggle, but 6, 7 and 9 cracked me up completely, and there were several which, so help me, I will go through the episodes I have and pin down, because I have seen them, I have identified them, and you -- you rock.
yonmei on January 16th, 2006 08:49 am (UTC)
The chin lifts! The chin lifts! Next time Ajay makes me watch Stargate Atlantis I'm going to print this list out and use it as a reference.

managed to grind out the entire reply without pausing for breath. Sometimes it was risky to take a breath around Rodney. Give the man an opening, and you might never get another word in.

Hee!

But aside from the chin lifts, this was just lovely John-Rodney meal time interaction.
cindershadow on January 16th, 2006 08:59 am (UTC)
I too have Chin Lift List Love. (No, I will not say that five times, fast.)

This was great, and quite complete in itself.
Josselin Kohljosselin on January 16th, 2006 09:00 am (UTC)
This made me giggle, so I smile at you for sharing it. :)
buddleia: BraveButGeekybuddleia on January 16th, 2006 09:19 am (UTC)
I am dangerously close to retitling my journal 'Chin Lift Love' right now.
Meg: teh_rodneysage_theory on January 16th, 2006 03:01 pm (UTC)
My love for your icon just went supernova, btw.

That's posssibly one of the best Rodney icons I've ever seen. And Monty Python lurve!
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It's a new dawn, a new day: sga thigh holsterbirdsflying on January 16th, 2006 09:34 am (UTC)
That was fantastic! The snark! John's obsessive complusive cataloguing of Rodney's obsessive compulsive things! Chin lift list! 10 mile run...for a month vs. in Elizabeth's office (John, you evil, evil man!)

I would love to see John's evil plans for recon etc.
SPACE GANDALF: shep slant - siriaevetrinityofone on January 16th, 2006 09:51 am (UTC)
The list of chin lifts is officially the best thing ever. Followed closely by the characterization of John in this story: intense and sharp, protecting that vulnerable something we all know is there but aren't going to get to see yet. Or ever. Excellent.
Mayhem Parvaraincitygirl on January 16th, 2006 09:53 am (UTC)
The chin lifts!!!!!
Kitestringer: Torment minifestokitestringer on January 16th, 2006 10:14 am (UTC)
Bwaah! A comprehensive list of chin lifts! *LOVES*

In a broader sense, I love that John is so absolutely fixated on the tiny details of Rodney's behavior. Because he totally is. :-D
grand_sophygrand_sophy on January 16th, 2006 10:46 am (UTC)
You never fail to delight. Your John and Rodney are completely adorable, and yes, the chin lifts are pure genius.
torchflambeau on January 16th, 2006 11:24 am (UTC)
*snuggles you*

*and your storythingy*

mwah! hee!
tabaquitabaqui on January 16th, 2006 01:49 pm (UTC)
Heeeeeeee!!
Chin-lifts, yis!

Evol John - running is horrible!
*shudders*

kahaniyankahaniyan on January 16th, 2006 01:57 pm (UTC)
that list is a work of GENIUS, i tell you. GENIUS! :D
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jackycomelatelyjackycomelately on January 16th, 2006 02:25 pm (UTC)
I love this!
Oh! My! God! You defined and listed the chin lifts! I bow down before your greatness. Hee, I am not looking at your breasts...